The Cylon Blonde Book of Life

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 01:22:24 GMT

I'm still alive...A bit angry, but alive. A lot has changed in the last month as many of you know. We have now moved into seperate bedrooms, don't have a lot to say either. Tonight I have the feeling that I am becoming less and less concerned as to whether or not he even comes home. Not I mean for anything bad to happen to him, as I certainly don't want anything bad to happen to him, but I just don't care if he is here or there. Does that make any sense???

I have a few dark horses in the running. Went out last night to a club in Cocoa Beach with my friend Liza and her man, and I was asked to dance twice by two pretty hot guys. But the cranberry vodkas kind of kept me
from moving much. The flattery did wonders for my ego...shows he's not the only one who can go out and get some play! Still weary though, but fuck it, he's fuckin' it, probably fuckin "IT" right now...

Alas, who cares. I'm starting beginning not to care, and it feels good to not be so concerned anymore.

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 04:23:20 GMT

FUCK IT ALL!

Questions for Supreme Court Judge Screening:)

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 02:18:46 GMT

This is fabulous and just plain old hilarious.:) Those with quick wit will appreciate it too!

http://sciam.com/article.cfm?chanID=sa006&colID=15&articleID=0004BE11-EFAA-13A1-AFAA83414B7FFE9F

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 16:57:21 GMT

Its been seven days as of yesterday, and someone has already had a date, in my house, exactly one week after breaking up with me. He called to find out when I was coming home from work and to let me know he was having "company". I was supposed to work til midnight, but we finished the last of the inventory @ 6:30pm. I went to my new friend Liza's house when he called, she is a really nice girl who works at the Estee Lauder counter. I talked to him last night, he says he needs to figure out if he wants to be with me or someone else.

Sweet Non-Surrender of Self

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 04:47:05 GMT

Ok, so I've officially gotten "Me" back in my life. The hair is black again as of tonight, and the eyebrows I was asked to grow- shaved!!! I hope that the management at work doesn't freak too bad at the transformation. However, I did mention to my manager that I was thinking of dying my hair black and she didn't think it too weird of an idea. As for the eyebrows, well I'll see how they all react to the drawn on's, I think they look more refined and...to use the word I HATE more "kempt". Besides I don't have naturally effective eyebrows, so whats wrong with a little La Gran Kohl help. I should like to find a brown color, not a dark one, to do my brows with. If the management gets too pissy, I'll grow the back again.

I am starting to feel angry, only because I'm sad, at Mike. I don't want it to be like that. I'm just all curious now as to what he's doing and shit. I'm just terrified that I'll be replaced very quickly, and he will move on and into some else more quickly than I would want him to. I wonder, is this living together going to be too much for me? Regardless, I have got to stick it out and remain positive of the fact that he is my friend.

I'm staring to to feel a pang to go out again, like to the club and shit. I feel the urge to get my big girl boots on and breakin' it on down on the dance floor. I'm sick of being a home body (Mike isn't one who is on socializing). My head is saying to me the same thing that the song I'm listening to now is saying- "WE WANT REVOLUTION"!

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 18:52:38 GMT

I'm so glad this week in ending. I had such high hopes that this year would be a great for my relationship, but as it turns out, that endded on Monday. I'm now single and its feels so unreal. My love doesn't have the stomach to carry on with me, and for reasons I understand, but will not go into here, I can only say that I understand why. The love isn't a problem, its just lack of commitment on my part, not to the relationship mind you, but to what my dear wants me to do. I could only agree that he needs to find another woman who can proivde what he needs. I got a phone call from my lovely stepmother yesterday in which she told me my father had her transport himto a hospital Gainsville so he could enroll himself in a detox program. Apparently my father has been best good friends with bottle for about four months now. My father and my mother are disabled, and drawing about $2,200 a month from social security. Around $538.00 this month of my fathers check will go ta pay his $200 tab at the bar, and the rest to the little general store where he charged copious amounts of beer and cigarettes monthly. I've heard the "I'm drying up for good" song, and seen the detox dance from my father so many times. While I am proud of him for making a good choise, I can't say that I'm very optimistic in that I beleive he will ever stop drinking. My stepmother said that the facility doctor expects that my father will be in his custody for about a month, perhaps a bit longer. I say good, keeps him out of the bar, of the road, and keeps him and sober drives he encounters on the road of the slab.

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 04:08:58 GMT

Happy Birthday Ladies!!:)

I had cake and icecream!!:)

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 02:55:47 GMT

A friend at work told me about this http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=5066175, you have got to listen to it!!:)

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 03:09:12 GMT

This Christmas sucks dick!!! I listed boots on Ebay and only one person bought soemthiing while everyone else asked me stupid questions...All the money I hoped to have made for rent and X-mas gifts was not made. I have one gift to give my fiance, a packet of Cadbury mini eggs that I bought on Ebay.

BUT, I am thrilled to hear my neighbors fighting tonight!! My neighbors are an old couple named Nancy and Dwayne. Nancy had Dwayne put in jail a few months ago for "pulling a knife on her". At first I thought this was possible, she came over a few days after his arrest and cried for us about it saying she couldn't live him and his drinking anymore. Mike took her to the Hospital one day...he started driving her to one in Daytona, then she started bitching to him that he had to turn around and take her to Ormond Beach...They pull up at the main entrance to the Hospital and she starts cursing at him about not taking her to the emergency room entrance. Can't you walk into a Hospitals main entrance and get medical assistance just as you can if you went into the emergency room entrance? He vowed never to do the ungrateful old dog dick sucker another favor again. She came over the week before last and knocked on the door at 3:30pm. Not just knock knock knock, but knock knock knock knock knock knock knock for about 5 minutes. Mike came to the door still sleeping and she put her house keys in his hands and said he needed to feed her cats cuz she had to go to the Hospital. Remebering what happened last time he tried to help the old cunt, he wrote a note and left the keys at the maitainance mans house. When I went to my car the nest morning I found a note saying " If Mike won't help me when I need help STOP PARKING IN MY DRIVE WAY TODAY AND NEVER PARK THERE AGAIN!!" Fine...

The twat kept telling us how she was going to "USE" her powers as a retired deputy to tell the judge to keep her husband in jail and for us not to bail him out (like we would anyway!!)no matter who came to our house with "messages" from him. Then she would talk about how she wouldn't let him back into the "God Damn house" when he got out.
After the note and all the shit talk I figured out that a knife was neevr pulled on her, this is just a bored old rotten tampon who hates herself and everyone around her who has a life. She put her husband in jail on false charges to teach him lesson, I hope her teaches her a lesson. SO few nights ago I was out on my porch smoking and they came scuffing up the street to her house and I heard her saying to Dwayne "thank god you're home for Christmas". I wanted to say " Dwayne, why don't you ask your rotten crotched wife what she really thinks, about how she wanted to leave you in jail and what a fuck you are. Ask her about divorce she wants to get, ask her about all the names she called you." Well, all I have to say to Mrs Nancy Watson is Happy Chritsmas you twisted christ loving, sadist cunt...oh and fuck you and your little cats too!

I just felt like writing this all out, since I can't punch the old bitch in the face.

Just cuz they are sooooooo CUTE!!

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 07:45:29 GMT

My Babies...
This is Sony cat.:)

And this little one is Argyle- my skinny little girl.:)

This Evy cat providing me with adult supervision.:)

This is Sable my little Siamese slug.:)

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 23:27:17 GMT

wow...I just noticed how strange my interest list is on my LJ info page.:)

Annoying buyers!!

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 18:14:39 GMT

So...I have a ton of boots on Ebay. People keep asking me to send them more pictures, which is fine. I respond to them asking for an email address, and only two have followed up. What a waste of time. I think I will include in my item descriptions when I re-post most of my stuff that people should not ask me for more pictures if they don't intend to respond to me promptly with proper emailing coordinates!

Electrosmog rocks the Discotheque, I didn't have to twist her arm much to get her to take my Molly Lift boots.:)

Product List!!!:)

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 06:23:07 GMT

Ok boys and girls, under the cut is a big long of the Fantasy Shoes of London styles that will be available to you at Mechanical Bitch.com.

Mechanical Bitch Styles

Smegg Commando Boots
Smegg Victim Boots
Smegg Magic Boots
Simply Magic Boots
Platform D-ring Boots
Calf D-ring Boots
3 Strap Fetish Smeggs w/Platform Boots
Outside D-ring Inside Zip Thigh High Boots
Simply Victim Boots
Linda Victim Boots
L5 Victim Boots
L5 Frieda Boots (L5 boots with stiletto heels, and Magic Platforms)
Rubber Thigh Zip Boots
Rubber Thigh Zip with Platforms Boots
D-ring Thigh High (Magic Platforms) Boots
D-ring Rubber Thigh High Boots
D-ring Rubber Thigh High w/Platform Boots
Calf Rubber D-ring Boots
Calf Rubber D-ring Boots w/Platforms
Zip Thigh High Boots
Front D-ring Thigh Boots
Front D-ring Thigh Boots w/Platforms
Ski-hook Thigh High Boots
L5 Magic Boots
Linda Magic Boots
Turbo Magic Boots
Smegg Elevator Boots
Simply Elevator Boots
Gladiator Boots
Storm (L5) Elevator Boots
Storm (L5) Commando Boots
Libby Lift Boots
Libby Magic Boots
Libby Victim Boots
Zak Magic Boots
Zak Magic Boots
Zak Lift Boots
Zak Plate Magic Boots
Zak Plate Victim Boots
Zak Plate Lift Boots
Zak Elevator Boots
Zak Plate Elevator Boots
Smegg Lift Boots
Simply Lift Boots
April Magic Boots
April Victim Boots
Rubber Thigh High Commando D-ring Boots w/Zip
Libby Elevator Lift Boots
L3 Magic Boots
Molly (L3) Lifts Boots
Polly Magic Boots
Storm (L5) Lift Boots
Libby 16 Plate Magic Boots
Libby 16 Plate Lift Boots
Alex Magic thigh High Boots
Alex Victim Thigh High Boots
Alex L8 Magic 8-Strap Thigh High Boots
Alex L8 Victim 8-Strap Thigh High Boots
Jean O-ring Magic Boots
Jean O-ring Victim Boots
Libby 16 Plate Victim Boots
Storm (L5) Wedge Boots
Libby 16 Plate Elevator Boots
Zak Commando Boots
Zak Wedge Boots
Libby Commando Boots
Libby Wedge Boots
Libby 16 Plate Wedge Boots
Libby 16 Plate Commando Boots
Bucket Musketeer Boots
Zak Plate Commando Boots
Linda Lift Boots
SIS Platform Boots, Silver Zips
Linda Flame Flare Boots
Jean Flame Magic Boots
Linda Flare Boots
Jason 10 Strap Winkle Picker Boots
Shirley D-ring Platform Boots, Black Zip
Carolyn D-ring Victim Boots
Linda B-10 Lift Boots
Knee High Rubber Corset Boots
Calf Zip Rubber Boots w/Platforms
Thigh High Rubber Corset Boots
Linda Commando Boots
Libby Easy Plate Lift Boots
Alex L8 Commando 8-Strap Thigh High
Shirley Eyelet Platform Boots, Black Zip
Megan Magic Boots
Megan Victim Boots
Megan Lift Boots
Jason 10-Strap Boots w/BAT Buckles
Jodi Magic Boots
Jodi Victim Boots
Jodi Lift Boots
Charlie Commando Boots
Padded Libby Victim
Charlie Wedge Boots
Rubber Thigh High Commando w/Zip (no laces)
Linda Frieda (Linda Magic sole with Stiletto heel)
15-Hole Safety Boots-Steel Toe-Screw Sole
15-Hole Safety Boots-Steel Toe-Cushion Sole
Linda D-ring Victim Boots
Latex Knee-High Commando Boots
Libby Twin Plate Lift Boots
Double D-ring Calf-High Rubber Boots w/Platform
Linda Lift 5-Strap Velocity Boots
Spirit Boots
Spirit Bat Boots
Spirit Skull Boots
Gloria Boots
Spirit Coffin Boots
Jean Corset Lift Boots w/Zip
Charlie Elevator Boots
Calf Zip Rubber Boots
Smegg Straps (set of 6)

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 06:46:47 GMT

Happy Critmass Mom.:)

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 13:17:47 GMT

Take the quiz: "What Kind of Pirate are Ye? (*Pix*)"

Scar Face Pirate
Your a sneaky person, who loves to take people for a ride! You enjoy frightening someone just for the hell of it. When life gives you trouble you like to take anyone around you down too. You tend to think only about yourself and should consider what others around you might need. Bottom line is that when the world turns its back on you...You turn your back on the world.

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 05:19:11 GMT

This for anyone out there who is dieing to see the pink color.:)

http://cgi.ebay.com/BOOTS-GOTH-CYBER-FETISH-LIKE-SWEAR-NEW-ROCK-SIZE-8_W0QQitemZ7727471397QQcategoryZ53555QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 02:47:42 GMT

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 04:40:08 GMT

Whee! You are Panzermench by And One!
Nobody understands you because you are in German,
but that's okay, they still over play you!

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Thu, 17 Nov 2005 18:25:17 GMT

You are a Russian.

What's your Inner European?
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Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:03:40 GMT

Guess S'wut!! I did my pricing.:) I think people will like it. There is a the savings range from $4.00(lighter styles) to $24.00(on heavier styles), and plenty of savings amounts in between those numbers.:) I'm hope to be up and taking order before X-mas.

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 08:18:37 GMT

Come here and join me!! No selling community, just post your lovely boots.:)

http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=cyberboots&mode=full

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 04:51:11 GMT

So here are my new boots!!

Padded Libby Victim

Simply Victim

and the Zak Victim

and the whole lot together

For Emily

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 20:46:45 GMT

Here are the Transmuters pictures.:)

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 07:01:34 GMT

Here are the pictures of he stuff I have for sale. I have boots and shoe from Fantasy Shoes of London, Skirt from Techno Kitty, Demonia purse, Bed head creme rense, and other treats.:0

Techno Kitty quilted skirt Black and hot pink BNWT, UK8-10, not sure what the US equivalent is. $25.00 + shipping

Picture of tags still attached to skirt.

Black/Red demonia purse, the one that has the cross in red on the black side and the star in black on the red side. $7.00 + shipping

Metallic Olive Green Purse PVC Purse by Frankie & Johnnie. $7.00 + shipping

Lot of punk cuff braceltes, one baby pink pyramid studs with little pink stars on them, one red patent leather cuff with black pyramid studs on it, one black patent leather with pyramid studs on it, one black leather cuff with metal band around it that has a chain that attatched to D-rings . $10.00 for the lot+ shipping

Bed Head Dumb Blond tude of creme rense, brand new. $6.00+ shipping

Libby Victm Boots in Black Leather BNWOB UK6-US8 $140.00 + shipping

Dot Magic Shoes Black Patent Leather UK9-US11 $120.00 + shipping

Rita Magic Shoes Black Patent Leather UK9-US11 $120.00 + Shipping

Storm L5 Elevator Boots, 2 pair BNIB, One Ladies UK7-US81/2-9, Second pair Male UK9-US10, $140.00 each + shipping

Libby Magic in Black Patent Leather UK8-US10. I bought these boots about 6 years ago and wore the hell out them,. Only damage is a small tear in the leather on the heel, otherwise they are in good shape and tons of wear left in them. $80.00 + shipping

Here is the heel picture, I was able to conceal the tear with black nail polish.

Molly Lift in Black Patent Leather UK8-US10, only worn 3-4 times. They have a velcro panels inside the tongue for panels, but no screw holes on the platform. $120.00 + shipping

Here is a picture of the velcro on the tongue and the Made In England sticker on the tongue.

Polly Magic Boots in White Patent Leather BNWOB UK8-US10 $130.00 + shipping

Bongo Platform Shoes faux Black Leather, US10, Worn 3 times $15.00 + shipping

Red Patent Leather L5 Lift boots, BNWOB Male UK-10/US11 $160.00 + shipping

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 21:05:01 GMT

Well I've just sent another letter the US agent from The Stranger about carrying Transmuters on my website. I also asked if the Tranmuters will be available on the Victim heel again. I have the White Wedding boots, a pair of Black Patent knee high boots, and my latest addition- a pair of ankle Transmuters in Black Patent, but I don't have the damn the Victim heel boots. I have never seen those on Ebay. My firend has a pair. I wonder if she would sell'em to me. >:) nah, she is stingy...

So I've gotten all my pictures done and now I have to add all the boots to my database. This involves MS Access spread sheets and typing almost the same thing over and over and over for like one-hundred different boots. For each style I have to type all the sizes, colors and materials available. My Algebra book is starting to look mighty fine right now...NO! I can't put off the database any longer! I wish I had a secretary!

Went and got another stack of my shit from my Grans house on Friday. WE have decided to have a garage sale. I have a ton shit to get rid of, and I'm going to sell some of my Catherine Coatney stuff, but not before I put in my journal for everyone have a chance to see if they want something. Plus, I can't stomach the possibility of a $220.00 fetish skirt going to some ghetto whore who is a sz 16 trying to fit into a butt skirt made for a sz 9. Of course the prices for the Coatney stuff will be much lower.:)

I think I'm going to sell some of my older boots. I have a pair of L3/Molly Lift boots that I've worn about 3 times to get rid of as they are way too big for me. Also, I have a pair of Liby Magic boots to get rid of. Since I got the victim heel version I know I'll never the magic ones again. I'll post them on LJ as they aren't meant for the garage sale fait... I let someone wear them when I shouldn't have. She fell and slid down four stairs at the club and tore the leather on one heel...fucking drunks.

Anyway, prepare for the pre-garage sale post bitches!!:)~